Whenever she was alone, Lisa often fought a sense of unease with no discernible source. It was as if a shadow from her past had imprinted on every facet of her adult life, coloring her emotions and shaping her interactions. Little did she know, lingering shadows of childhood trauma were echoing through the corridors of her mind, manifesting in ways she couldn’t ascertain.
Lisa’s story is not uncommon. Many people who experience traumatic events in childhood carry the weight of hidden burdens through adulthood.
Lisa’s upbringing in a tumultuous household, marked by emotional neglect and verbal abuse, had sown seeds of anxiety that grew into a forest of uncertainty in her adult life.
The fear of abandonment permeated her relationships while the ghosts of her past cast shadows on her self-esteem, leading her to second-guess her capabilities and self-sabotage her career.
Lisa’s story is a small peek into the relationship between childhood trauma and adult mental health. While the wounds might not be visible to the naked eye, their impact is undeniable, coloring the lenses through which individuals perceive the world.
Below, we embark on a journey to understand the multifaceted ways in which childhood trauma casts its long shadow on adult mental health and what we can do about it.
Understanding Childhood Trauma
Childhood is an essential period in everyone’s life that shapes who we become. Unfortunately, some childhoods are marred by traumatic events that affect individuals, even in adulthood.
Childhood traumatic stress can be a result of Adverse Childhood Experiences, ACEs, such as:
- Physical harm
- Emotional neglect
- Witnessing domestic violence
- Sexual abuse
- Losing a loved one
These traumatic experiences can leave children emotionally scarred and shape their views on relationships, self-worth, and life in general.
Effects of Child Trauma in Adulthood
Untreated childhood trauma can cast a long shadow on adult mental health. Here are some signs in adulthood that may indicate lingering effects of early childhood trauma:
Trauma Affects the Developing Brain
A traumatic event in a child’s life can affect the development of the brain during crucial periods of growth, impacting emotional regulation, learning, and survival instincts. Some effects on the developing brain manifest in adulthood as:
Unhealthy Attachment Styles in Relationships
Children who experience emotional neglect, disrupted relationships with caregivers, and physical or sexual abuse might struggle with forming healthy attachment styles in adult relationships. This influences how they create and maintain relationships and can even inform their career choices.
Challenges With Emotional Regulation
Complex trauma can affect the normal functioning of the amygdala and the prefrontal cortex. These areas of the brain are responsible for emotional regulation, and a change in their normal functioning can lead to challenges in understanding and managing emotions.
Survivors of child traumatic stress may have a heightened emotional reactivity, getting easily triggered or stressed.
People raised on love see things differently than those raised on survival.– Joy Marino
Difficulties With Impulse Control
Child traumatic stress can alter the development of brain regions responsible for impulse control, such as the prefrontal cortex. This can lead to impulsive actions, poor decision-making, and an increased risk of engaging in risky behaviors.
Due to emotional dysregulation, survivors of child abuse may develop unhealthy coping habits such as substance abuse. Additionally, individuals dealing with a traumatic experience from childhood may numb the after-effects, such as anxiety, depression, and post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD), with drugs or alcohol.
Anxiety and Depression
A common traumatic stress symptom in adulthood is anxiety and depression. When children experience traumatic events, they may become hypervigilant, find it difficult to trust others, or perpetuate a cycle of learned helplessness. These traits can lead to extreme anxiety and depressive symptoms.
Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, PTSD
When children are exposed to traumatic events, they are susceptible to lasting psychological and emotional disruptions. These effects can appear in adulthood as intrusive thoughts, flashbacks, nightmares, and emotional distress related to a traumatic event. These are signs of PTSD, a mental health condition associated with trauma.
Long-term Impact on Physical Health
Adults who experience childhood trauma are at a higher risk of chronic conditions like high blood pressure, diabetes, autoimmune diseases, and heart disease.
The increased risk is associated with various factors, such as metabolic impact, which can lead to insulin resistance. Interruptions in the metabolic process can leave the individual susceptible to illnesses such as type 2 diabetes.
Moreover, survivors of childhood abuse develop heightened alertness. They may struggle to be at ease, leading the body to produce excess cortisol, the stress hormone. Excess cortisol can lead to muscle weakness, high blood pressure, and other health problems.
Break The Cycle Through Resilience and Healing
Despite the long-lasting effects of childhood trauma on adult life, it is possible to overcome the hurt and find healing through resilience.
Trauma-focused treatments like cognitive behavioral therapy, CBT, can help a survivor process trauma, develop coping skills, and reduce symptoms.
Additionally, there are mental health services for child trauma survivors that focus on trauma-informed care. Trauma-informed care focuses on creating safe and supportive environments that consider the impact of trauma on individuals.
Contact a mental health professional who can provide tailored guidance and care on your healing journey.
Here are additional resources for Child Trauma Survivors:
- The National Child Traumatic Stress Network for resources, information, and tools for understanding and addressing childhood trauma.
- MHMR of Tarrant County for counseling and crisis intervention.
- Women’s Center Tarrant County for survivors of trauma, abuse, and violence.
- TarrantCares.org for available services, eligibility criteria, contact details, and ways to get help for mental health issues.